Months have passed.. few days coming over..
and my first year is done.. enshaAllah
I've been through millions of feelings.. thoughts.. and experiences
I don't want to say that my experiences should be graced (they're nothing).. but
they were my little things.. the little things I felt.. Sacrificed for.. Cried for..
and I'm longing for more of this life, nothing's better than learning
from it and from others :)
looking back at my first days in my new life,
I see myself a hesitant, shy girl..but since those days till now,
I've been filled with experiences from everyone I met..
I could read the message they want to tell me from their eyes..
I saw agony mixed with joy in the same eyes..
smartness and selfishness (in the same eyes too)
all of them have stamped a unique touch on my heart..
some of them left
the others are leaving
but I'll keep my heart always praying for them..
and from the days I was the "hesitant"
I could be a better person..
knowing what suits me and what does not..
where I should be present and where I shouldn't..
learned the means of respect and love,
the means of strength and patience..
the means and ways to make others smile while your heart-broken..
and I repeat saying that all of that is "nothing"
I'm still with no appreciated deed in this wide world..
it's so much wider than my eyes can see.. than my sight can reach..
I just want to reach the dream I look for
and in it I'll be able to see the whole world :)
4 التعليقات:
comparing to your words, my humble & little words are nothing so i just wanna express my admiration of your new post, so forgive me cuz my comment is not equivalent to your post .
as you said, each day, we discover again and again that we are still kids in life school as our kids in kindergartens, no matter how old are we or how much we have learned before.
so don't feel sorry if you encounter this fact because it's a fact (as simple as that )
life is the a school
you are a student
circumstances are the tests
your actions are the answer
and the result is a hell or a heaven.
so work hard to be an A-student in life school
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nice words sparkle
they wake some sleeping feelings in my heart.
...............
love the words on the small magnet
really (some people make the world better just by being in it )
e.g (like you :) )
I raise my hat for your words my dear :) I loved the imaging of us as kids.. yes I'm a child! I love myself for living as I child (Although sometimes it's hard to be like them) it makes life more simple for me (not in everything of course!) but it have became to release a lot of pain.. Don't u see kids so sticklers to their desires? to their dreams? and always keep day dreaming of them till they get what they want.. that's how I want to be..> "forget everything behind and focus on my dream" ..
Thank U marwa :) U are special to me too :) <3
wow , great words i mean ..great feelings .. claps for u both ^^
السلام عليكم ورحمة الله ..
iam very happy to read all that ,,
that is nice ,,
boooriktoom
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