e.l.7.a.m.d.l.i.l.l.a.h

between the lobbies of blood and serum..to the smelly cadavers and bones..
during long nights with my anatomy atlas to unsuccessful attempts to wake up early to study..
from days of cooperation between me and my friends to wake each other up..
to falling a sleep after switching all the alarms off ..
from all the frustration moments before entering the oral exams with your brain empty..
to the hugs after you get out from the exam room not knowing if you answered a single correct answer?
from summer of 2008 where I was so worrying about my acceptance in the college
to summer 2009 where I finished my first year!

>> O_O

My eyes gonna pop out O_O
I hate METABOLISM
but some clinical correlations are nice ;)
I can't wait till I finish this year to get rid of biochemstry -___-
it's driving me crazy.. I even wrote on one of the walls
"Carbamoyl phosphate synthetase"
my mother will kick me out of the house if she sees it
Anyway
5 more weeks and I'll be DONE WITH FISRT YEAR WOHOOOO

Poooooooor us!!

U gotta watch this!



the end is sooooo cooooool
Mwahahahahahaaaaaa xD


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exams gonna start after 1 week
ed3oooooli =(

moments.in.my.life.

.moments.

^studying at home =)

^this rose is from her




7amaam =D and it was raining.. (in school)






^ products of my hand.. LOL
I miss knitting wallah =(


mini jellys yum yumm =D


Is there a chance to meet U? ="(
"dr. fatma alkhumairi, a graduate from my college and the first
6abeeba shar3yah in UAE"

no.comment.

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they weren't the best but what I thought to post..
more coming soon.
♥sparkle♥

would do anything..

Months have passed.. few days coming over..
and my first year is done.. enshaAllah
I've been through millions of feelings.. thoughts.. and experiences
I don't want to say that my experiences should be graced (they're nothing).. but
they were my little things.. the little things I felt.. Sacrificed for.. Cried for..
and I'm longing for more of this life, nothing's better than learning
from it and from others :)
looking back at my first days in my new life,
I see myself a hesitant, shy girl..but since those days till now,
I've been filled with experiences from everyone I met..
I could read the message they want to tell me from their eyes..
I saw agony mixed with joy in the same eyes..
smartness and selfishness (in the same eyes too)
all of them have stamped a unique touch on my heart..
some of them left
the others are leaving
but I'll keep my heart always praying for them..
and from the days I was the "hesitant"
I could be a better person..
knowing what suits me and what does not..
where I should be present and where I shouldn't..
learned the means of respect and love,
the means of strength and patience..
the means and ways to make others smile while your heart-broken..
and I repeat saying that all of that is "nothing"
I'm still with no appreciated deed in this wide world..
it's so much wider than my eyes can see.. than my sight can reach..
I just want to reach the dream I look for
and in it I'll be able to see the whole world :)

mood: peaceful..
hearing: my sisters and their friends voices + TV
watching: cartoonZ
reading: biochem. sheets


I escaped yesterday from the hostel and skipped 2 lecutres of today.. but going back tomorrow for I need to study in the hostel's quietness ^_^ (in weekends only of course!)hmmm.. sunday is the first day of mid-term exams which will be in biochemistry >__<.. the next exam is immunology.. I get frustrated everytime I remember the immuno. gap and Anatomy's gap.. ufffffffffffff we're given 4 and a half days for 4 sheets of immunology and 2 days for 10 sheets of anatomy O_O!! the whooooole upper limb and embryology!! UNFAIR!! =( anyway.. I'll do my best w enshallah 5air! n_n



sho elsalfah everytime I sign in in msn I don't find anybody! did they change their email addresse's or msn became suddenly not included in their life style? lol regarding me, msn is blocked in the hosteland I barely find time @ home to sign in so.. msn disappeared from my life with 80% ..





el7amdlillah, on wednesday- 35\3\09 (I & my group A&A&R) presented our Article "Fragile X Syndrome"..we did great as our doctors and colleagues said.. the only mistake that we did is that we didn't take the time in consideration.. it was obligatory to present in 1 hour but we did it only in 30 minutes so we gonna lose somemarks for this but eshallah not many >_<.. anyway I'm so glad that I worked with such a unique group..
Thanx A , A & R =)

as exams are so soon, I'm back to my addiction to coffee ( Rmlah don't get mad on me!!) I don't usually drink itexcept in exams.. I remember the mornings of january exams.. I used not to be able to study unless I drink a cupof nescafe' ..



so bad that signing in to blogger is blocked in the hostel so I can't post at all unless I'm home..what a disgusting military hostel.. the only thing that they didn't do is to let us all wear the same dress.. just like the prisoners -_-"
w el7ayah 7lwah wain ma kenna

soon enshalla I'll talk briefly about fragile x syndrome
as we promised to support it till the end

and now good night all =)

يا أخـي يخشـع ُ دمعـي
كلمـا رف ّ طيـف ُ الذكـريـات ِ الأولِ


يا أخي والمجد ُ غايات ٌ سمـتْ
مـن يُـرد ْ إدراكهـا فليـبـذلِ


كل ُ مـن رام َ العُـلا لـم تثنـهِ
وحشة ُ الدرب ِ وبعـد ُ المنـزلِ

Tranquil days

It's Thursday so I'm home again after a long long week which is the 1st in this semester,. It was good despite the long nights I spent awake and the difficulty of waking up so early and leaving my worm bed aaaaah but this feeling disppears as I enter the class elhamdlillah..

I guess this week was so special.. do u wonder why? Hmmm I don't know either!

Good things VS Bad things *_*

First >> good things:
- FinallyJ I could know how to enjoy studying.. I also realized that I won't be able to enjoy medicine unless I was over-curious or hyper-curious O_O.. even if I'm not! I HAVE TO BE!! An obligation=D
-I got to know (j) (: it was by a chance when we discovered that both of us like one of the tv serieses so we watched it together @ the cafetria of the hostel @ mid-night!
-received a messege from a precious person(T.F) Allah y7fa'6ha mn kl shar w ys3dha w ywafgha <3
- bought a new laptop =D

Bad things:
-I felt so lonely in the first night in the hostel and I got that disguasting feeling which I go through at the beginning of every semester whether now or at school..
-one of the students in our batch (amaal) left the college! I'm miss her although I never been close to her or something but I remember the days when I used to see her in the mosque @ tarawee7 prayer.. may Allah light her path and fill her life with blesses.. :(

bas mashay wayed bad things el7amdlillah =P

Haih! I didn't talk to my.soul.mate this week which is a very very bad thing :(

bas bas =P